Guess Who’s Bizzack

It’s been a long time.  Has there been a void without me?  Probably not. I hope some of you missed me a little while I was gone. *drizzy voice*  When life takes over, it sometimes becomes so hefty and stifling that what you love takes a back seat.  I promise you that not one day has passed in the past 2 years that I have not thought about this site. My spirit wouldn’t allow me to let go of the domain. I always knew that I’d be back.  I finally stopped thinking about it – and did it.

Where have I been?

*sigh* I  got a job, then got a promotion then got another promotion and then one more – got sick got better, not 100 % but better – broke down –  built myself back up, cried afuckinglot -laughed afuckinglot more than that –  fell in love – got my heart broken spat on stomped on and disregarded – healed (partially) – still working on that –  read the Bhavad Gita, Ask and It is Given, a bunch of Wayne Dyer and some other shit – took a Course in Miracles – Returned to Love – watched various sports wives and other assorted messy broads – wore some ill shoes -  put my amazing rack on display -  beat my face -  stepped my fro game up –  went blonde then blonder and blondest –  grew out some dark roots –  made some friends –  lost some friends – lost some weight – gained some weight – lost that – drank some dranks – saw some strippers – ate some chicken – moved into my own place – left behind some baggage picked up some new baggage – repaired some relationships and left some alone and hung out in some rooms full of bad bitches – moved this site to from Blogger to WordPress.   Most importantly, I’ve admitted that I’m simply a work in progress.

That’s been the last 2 years in a nutshell.

It should go without saying that in two years besides doing some dope shit and some less than dope shit, I’ve also grown a up a bit.  Priorities have shifted and things have changed.  What used to be important to me in 2010 has taken a back seat in 2012.  Things that I should have been focusing on became a bit more important in my old age.  In that vein, there has been a slight shift in the content of Syrup Sandwiches.  You know imma stay talkin’ fly shit.  But it’s about more than big girls.  All big girls have  blogs these days.  A lot of the fat acceptance that has happened over the past few years has been because of the amazing work that has been done by fatshion bloggers.  I salute you.  I’m at the point where celebrating all confident women of all sizes is my primary focus. It’s about being your own boss, owning who are and werking that shit!  It’s all cocky  - all the time.  Don’t like it?  Tough titty, bitch. Move on.

For a better explanation of what I’m doing here, please take the time to read the new Syrup Sandwiches about page . At your leisure, of course.

Love you,

Zakiyyah